Not Following My Calling
What if I do not follow the vocation to which God is calling me?
God knows us and loves us as we are. He knows our weaknesses and sinfulness. If you do not follow the vocation to which He has called you, He will still be faithful and will give you the graces necessary to know Him, love Him, and serve Him in this life and be with Him forever in the next. That does not excuse you from seeking out God's will for your vocation. He has given you specific graces to know and live that vocation. If you refuse God's grace, you must repent and go on resting in His mercy.